A Woman's Worth

Who can find a virtuous woman? For her price is far above rubies Prov31:10

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One of those nights

I remember this so clearly. I probably will never forget. As the first blow to my head came a rush of pain entered my body. When I saw what was being used I realized why.. Have you ever had a salon industrial size full container of shampoo thrusted upon your head viciously and repeatedly. Then to have a DVD player smashed on your body piercing you and cutting you until it’s in a million pieces. Only to be drug by your hair on the floor to get in a tub of hot water because you are being called filthy. And to sit there and have thrown in your face about other women while your daughter sits and watches and listens while her mother being berated. To add insult to injury have your assailant try to treat your wounds as if you were twelve years a slave that just got beaten for opening your mouth. A portion of my book I’m writing.. Of real life encounters with my Monster.

Filed under livingwithamonster domesticabuse openingup silencewillkillyou relationships mattersoftheheart trust broken heart torn love lost

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Living with a Monster

I’ve been living with a monster
And I think I’m finally free
I’ve been living with a monster
I lost the person inside of me
I’ve been living with a monster
I was broke down physically
Mentally
Unmercifully
I’ve been living with a monster
I forgot my worth
Couldn’t recognize my heart
Good times were few and far apart
I’ve been living with a monster
His words made me feel
Unhuman
Unreal
Dead inside
Cold to the touch
I’ve been living monster
Lord I hope this is it
Because living with a monster
Has broken my spirit.

Filed under domesticabuse loneliness depression worth hurt heartless love relationships peace

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rocksmith:

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I’ll be waiting at 12:01am 9/30 💚💚💚

rocksmith:

The @spitta_andretti #Jetlife x #Rocksmith jogger sweatsuit. 14 pairs will be available for 2 hours starting now! Then limited release is scheduled for 9.30.13 only at RocksmithNYC.com (at www.rocksmithnyc.com)

I’ll be waiting at 12:01am 9/30 💚💚💚

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FML

I hate that one text from that one person that screws up your whole mood.. It’s a reason I’ve ignored you. Ugghhhhh

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